How did our paths diverge so
I no longer catch a glimpse of you
I started to walk holding your hand
You were my big brother, my idol, my hero
I grew in your shadow
sheltering me from life's worst blows
Like a puppy I followed in your wake
You let me trot behind
willingly making room for me in all your pursuits
So many memories well up and spill their fragrance
How we set all the clocks 10 minutes ahead
so we could leave early
to catch a game or two before school
How we sneaked away for a movie
the day before exams
How we hopped on and off buses
just to see how many we could take to get home
Endless good times, so I thought
But they did end
Ties of blood corroded by bitterness
Where did it come from
turning love to hate
Now we don't talk
Things unsaid linger like an unwelcome ghost
Grouses run deep
A chasm growing ever wider
Unbridgeable
But for the memories
I fear I will have nothing left
At least I have those, I think
Scant consolation but still
It is something to cherish
So I let you walk further away
Though you may vanish from sight
there will always be a place in my heart
just for you
© 2014 Uma Venkatraman ~ All Rights Reserved
I no longer catch a glimpse of you
I started to walk holding your hand
You were my big brother, my idol, my hero
I grew in your shadow
sheltering me from life's worst blows
Like a puppy I followed in your wake
You let me trot behind
willingly making room for me in all your pursuits
So many memories well up and spill their fragrance
How we set all the clocks 10 minutes ahead
so we could leave early
to catch a game or two before school
How we sneaked away for a movie
the day before exams
How we hopped on and off buses
just to see how many we could take to get home
Endless good times, so I thought
But they did end
Ties of blood corroded by bitterness
Where did it come from
turning love to hate
Now we don't talk
Things unsaid linger like an unwelcome ghost
Grouses run deep
A chasm growing ever wider
Unbridgeable
But for the memories
I fear I will have nothing left
At least I have those, I think
Scant consolation but still
It is something to cherish
So I let you walk further away
Though you may vanish from sight
there will always be a place in my heart
just for you
© 2014 Uma Venkatraman ~ All Rights Reserved
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